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i recently took up the violin as it's my favorite instrument. i listen to a lot of romantic-era music (especially chopin- which i named my violin- and paganini) and classical (i've never been a big fan of baroque) so it's been something i've wanted to do for a while. i'm a firm believer that you're never too old to start learning something, especially an instrument. it's important to have hobbies and things that keep you busy and make you happy. however, many people i know have been completely ragging on what i want to do. they try and imply i will never be as good as them at playing an instrument, even if their instrument isn't even close to the violin. "well, i've been playing since i was six." i don't know why they would think i wanted to be better than them in the first place, but whatever. "a classical instrument costs a lot of time and money." of course it does, but since it's something i enjoy and my family can afford it, why does it matter? aren't those things they deal with too? i don't get why people are so defensive. it's just an instrument. when people tell me they want to begin writing creatively i don't care. it doesn't matter. it's just a hobby. i can get defensive about things, i really can, but the amount of people reacting to this in particular is astounding to me. i can't even tell certain friends of mine that i'm doing extremely well lest they become angry at the small success i'm having. i'm not really sure why i'm sharing this, i just felt like i sort of wanted to.

take care.
natalie
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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Caprice no. 24
  • Drinking: Coffee

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I'm Kill Natalie and I'm a small-town goth from Chicago. This is my account for pictures and my more serious work is on my ~Kill-Natalie account. Thanks for stopping by!

Likes: Serial killers. Ted Bundy. Jeffrey Dahmer. Richard Ramirez. wearing dresses with stockings. being alone. writing. crayons. modeling. boys who wear dress shoes. New/Darkwave. Goth Subculture. Making way too many ID pictures.
dislikes: this, that, and the other thing.
Music: the cure. the smiths. skinny puppy. five finger death punch. animal alpha. depeche mode. the gorillaz. he is legend. from first to last. macabre. suicide silence. nirvana. modest mouse. the shins. placebo. bauhaus. peter murphy. alien sex fiend.


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Youtube. [I make stupid tutorials and stuff.]

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  • Current Residence: Chicago
  • Favourite band or musician: The Cure, Christian Death, All Gone Dead, Bauhaus

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~ChibiMoonZOMBIE Jan 14, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You are the most beautiful girl i've ever seen!! I've been watching your vids on youtube for awhile and i must say, you inspire me alot<33 Im so glad to see another goth who isnt a full blown oser. (we get alot of those where im from)
<3Chibi

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~CelesteCorinne Aug 23, 2011  Professional Photographer
Hello I am looking for people to join my new group Make A Scene. Please check it out here [link] and let me know if you are interested. I think you'd make a great addition. Please also understand this group is INVITE ONLY (Meaning only people that get this message may join).

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Thanks!

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:iconkillnatalie:
I'm actually thinking I might buy that for my prom dress, if I can talk my mom into getting it for me as my birthday present. :'D Hopefully it all works out because I LOVE that dress!

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The upstairs room is cool and bright
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:iconfyregothchylde:
Thanks for the fav on my Claude cosplay!!

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